What is it that I seek to find in my photography and intuitive drawings when rendered? Nothing, in particular... What comes out, however, are more of a representation of my subconscious mind, and there is nothing other than what I place meaning onto, and what I invariably find.  This is me, intuiting me, not another perspective.  Thus, what I seek, is what I find. Even subconsciously, as you may have discovered by now, this can be seen as a lesson in spirituality and religion. In data science and research analysis, this is called attribution bias. 

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So, what I have found? Mainly hints of the mystical and half-blurred lines of the spiritually seeker within me. In this case, it's Hanuman. I found the Hindu Monkey God, who in Rig Vedic Mythology represents the ideal Spiritual Devotee-- or at least half of him first in my original drawing. Right side, fine, left side, perhaps needing a face lift, lol. I won't look too much into it. We place meaning on things to seek order in our world. To make sense of things is what I perceive my desire for seeking symmetry on these pieces in the end... finding wholeness in the absurd, in love, relationships, in spirituality... What do I desire to make whole? Everything. 

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Here is my process, wherein the outcome isn't as inherently fulfilling in the practice of doing itself-- seeking symmetries in the Self.